My Addictions

its been four months since i've written in my blog. i've been busy trying to figure out what to do with my life and it kept me busy for four whole months.now that i'm clear with the path i've to take,i've begun appreciating other things life had to offer me: books, movies, soaps, music, relationships, cool breeze, mild rain and my own company.the past one month has left me with such joy and sense of satisfaction that i had to wonder why i didnt experience those before!I'd like to categorise my addictions in 3groups: movies,soaps and music.

I've watched movies at an unbelievable rate: masterpieces like The Dark Knight,Ratatouille, romantic movies like Sleepless in Seattle,Serendipity and also totally violent/action movies like Hitman etc...all in 2days.

Then,i became addicted to the greatest sitcom ever: Friends. I loved all the character,but Chandler with his wisecraks and his legendary wit totally became my favourite!Then i went on to watch series like Prison Break,How I met your mother and Heroes.I have no idea how many sleepless nights i spent watching them,not because it became an addiction,but because i lost track of time.i almost smashed my PC when Friends came to an end after 238 episodes.

My third addiiction...and the greatest addiction is music.

The Question and The Answer

What do you call someone who's simple, yet complicated in ways unimaginable? What do you call someone who likes being with a group,in a group...yet, solitude is what he loves? How can you describe someone who wants to achieve dizzying heights, yet wants to remain unnoticed and anonymous, hidden among the crowd? How would you attempt to define someone who loves cloudy weather, yet doesn't want it to drizzle? What do you call someone who wants to love and be loved by all, but just ends up being hated the most? What do you call someone whose goal is clear as daylight, but his path is clouded in doubt and uncertainty? This is what I am... nice to make your acquaintance....

Horror that India witnessed

India braved another attack of terror... an attack on the innocent,on the righteous and the simple-minded...an attack by cowards, by extremists and religious fanatics who defame their God,religion and themselves by massacring the innocent. I have friends from all religions and we do talk about the ethics our respective religions teach us. Though Islam never sounded like an extremist religion,it is sad that most people hate it,but with a good reason. fanatics intend to destroy the lives of simple people in the name of religion, but they should know that a man's beliefs die with him. How do they expect their God to welcome them with open arms for murdering others,thus defaming his name? All that's going to get us through this period of hatred and war is...love. Spread love...love heals all wounds,tames all spirits and leads us out of this HELL.

The exam,the tension and the realization

I had an exam,which I partly screwed up. Since a few days,with no apparent reason,my Bp's shot up like hell and I've begun to lose self-control and composure right before the exam. Today was no different..and after I came out of the exam-hall,I felt a tad better. On my way home,I began to think why I'm beginning to lose composure before the exam,and I realized that the fear of not succeeding and and the fear of not meeting others' expectations were the main reasons.in that very moment,it hit me - the Realization: If you live up each moment as if you're gonna die in a few seconds,and you're damn sure that no matter what u do can change that,you're gonna enjoy each of those moments...even scorching heat,all the burden in this world,and any other trouble seems to melt away...when you realize each moment is precious and worth living. Today is a gift...that's why,it's called PRESENT. I live to make my dreams come true,but not to hesitate every single time before I take a step towards that dream...